no good

Goddamit. Everything is better if I leave it alone.

Things could be worse, but that doesn't prevent them from being fucked now.

Fuck everything.

You know how a boxer or someone is supposed to jump right up after being knocked down, is supposed to steel himself and go back and get into it? I just wanna lay there, not get up, just make it all go away.

I am so fucked. I'm making a normal life a problem. Just fuck it all. I really don't care, not about me, not about my shit. It's all shit in my life, and I just don't want it any more.