Still Dunno

Had an okay day. Nothing depressed me, nor did anything live up to my hopes. Things rarely anymore are as good or bad as I think they'll be, they just are.

I want most things to be better than they are.

The politicians all treat me as if I'm a brain-dead idiot, so maybe I am. I wear out the people around me, so maybe I'm expecting too much. I no longer know what's going on, just fading away, sinking like.

It's okay.